I often wonder what I’ve done right in my life to deserve someone so perfect.
Someone who stands by me through everything.
Someone who holds me and tells me that they love me even when I’m in the worst of moods.
Someone who can always put a smile on my face.
And someone who means the absolute world to me.
My day is about to get better because the most amazing boy in my life is on his way to mine for snuggles and movies <3
Today has just been f*cking awful!
We had our first rehearsal at college since we got back…
We had an hour to write an experimental piece of music which we would perform there and then… I was really looking forward to it as this is my kind of thing.
Everything was going so well until we got stuck with a drummer that cant even count to FIVE!!!!!
SO BASICALLY, today I have wasted a precious hour of my life teaching a bearded paedophile how to count to 5.
Awsome
awh :$ I love you <3 xxxxx
Im always so tired
I really really am.
I don’t know why. The doctors always say I’m fine.
But I just feel like I’m dragging my body round on a daily basis and all I ever want to do when I get settled sat down somewhere is sleep.
I used to sleep a lot last year, just to escape from the world. To hope that when I woke up everything would be okay again. It never was though?
But why would I want to sleep so much now? I don’t understand it.
I have everything I want? right?
I have a roof to live under, I somewhat have a family, I have the most amazing boyfriend every who literally does make my life worth living, I have a job (just) and I’m in education.
I think i just need to wake the fuck up
Okay, so i’ve created a new blog,
for myself,
and just myself,
if people want to follow me and read all my rants ideas, feel free.
I just know if i post most of the stuff that I will post on here on my other blog, noone will give a shit, but here, there is literally noone even here to give a shit at all.
